Constance Boudet
@conzetanse
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My work is about dissociation, about our relationship with a body that disgusts us, that we reject, that we never quite manage to experience, that we struggle against, that we drag behind us and about its memory, which we find hard to embody. I believe the feeling I’m trying to work on is the one of agony described by Emil Cioran in the book “on the heights of Despair”. I intend to work on the moment where one’s life crumbles and falls apart. To deal with those subjects, I model different materials which, for me, are allegories of this morbidly decaying body and its decomposition in a space that we never fully grasp. I like to add a performative dimension to my work, to represent the artifices we adorn ourselves with as an attempt to inhabit this body and inscribe ourselves back into the world. This allows me to reflect on disaster, authenticity, identity, the one of this disconnected body without substance perhaps? and the decorations we put on it to help us bear it. How do we put up with the horrible reality? Ultimately, my work talks about struggling. My answer is kitsch.
I’m fascinated by horror scenarios and work on an unpolished body to counter the «male gaze» around a female-presenting body. I’m constantly looking for a balance between the atrocious and the seductive to represent a fantasized tragedy. I work with what I call «phantasmagorical landscapes» to dive in and pour this layer into the scenarios I’m depicting, to romanticize them.
To talk about this untamable body, I immerse myself in heterotopias in the sense of Foucault. In general, I’m fascinated by the metro and the wandering of all these uninhabited, inattentive bodies, where consciousness doesn’t play. Generally speaking, I’m interested in public places, to interrupt them, to burst in, in the open air, on a building site...
Short Bio
Born in France, Constance Boudet grew up between the Indian Ocean, the Pacific Islands and Austria. Back in France, she graduated from the École Boulle in 2021 with a DNMADE (Diplôme des Métiers d’Arts et du Design) Materials & Innovation, bronze frame workshop.
She then went on to study art at the Gerrit Rietveld Academy in Amsterdam, where she is enrolled in a FIne Arts education and is also part of the "Art & Research Program" in collaboration with the University of Amsterdam (UvA). Since then, she has exhibited at GreySpace in The Hague, alongside artists such as Alcide Breaux and Anthony Blokdijk. She also has a strong interest in performance art, and presented «To shed», a performance about dissociation, for the Heesterveld Creative Community in Amsterdam on December 16, as part of the exhibition «Art as a healing tool in a context of mental illnesses» alongside artist Meggie van Zwieten.
Her work has also been published in the magazine «Queer Erotica Chapter 3», curated by the queer-feminist collective «Girls & Queers to the front» and presented in the upcoming exhibition in Paris 6e «Je suis autre : entre Corps et Dissociations», curated by Juliette Bayle and Chiara Neri-Lainé at the end of this month.
